Wednesday, August 16, 2006
ANOTHER SIDE OF ME
A qn that i would like to have an answer is ''Y my life is so screwed up? I dont understand?'' JC life is so stressful that i cant take it.
Firstly, my school work performance is getting frm bad to worst. I didnt expect the subjs to be so difficult, esp chem and econs. For maths, i have nothing to say but disappointed. I let ang and myself now. I failed my mid yr maths. To ang: i regretted quitting ur tuition. Only you can help me now!
Secondly, i feel that i cannot fit into the culture of AJ. Perhaps its because of the students and the teachers there. I missed bpghs, esp some friends(zj, foo, jw, wh and gp). I'm glad to have such friends.Thxs=D Do ur know why they are such good buddies? The answer is simple. Its because they always spare a thought for me, care about my feelings, cheer me up when i'm low, etc. However in JC, its a sad case. Some of my friends really pissed me off. And i dislike them. I'm sry to say this. Ask ur a few qns. Do u like if somebody calls u an idiot, a fool, no brain, useless, go and die. I dont mind if they call me this jokingly. But i can feel that they really mean it. My hearts and feelings are hurt. Do ur know? I treated them gd, but these are the results. Someone please tell me what can i do? To AJ friends: Did i ever pick and say on ur weakness, did i ever scold ur before, did i ever put an angry face in front of ur? I dont understand. My sec school friends are the best because they will look at my strengths rather than to despise my weakness.
Lastly, I dont like the teaching style in AJ. But i think its a minor problem because i'm starting to adapt to it.
-jaylo-
10:33 PM
