Smile Always

2007-07-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

Haha sch reopens ler! So dunno whether my next post is up. Haha. Well theres been quite a lot of things that happened these past few ‘holidays’. Lol.

Sun: ITS is youth day! Yep so I bugged my mum to bp plaza to purchase a cool blue n white cardigan. Sadly to say that that’s e last youth day I going to have. lol

YOooooozzzzz.................

Mon: my ah ma came to visit her lovely 3 grandchildren including me. Tsktsk. So after having dian xian for lunch, my ah ma brought me to my uncle’s condominium where she currently lives in. it was then I found out that the condo is near my sch. Kexkex =P ( she wants to teach me how to got there ). Haha and u know what. My nephew is so damn cute lor. Heres some pics of her which I took secretly. WAHAHA.

hi Rachel lols

Rachel sticking with ah ma..

Well then on the same day at night, I found my lost wallet in my house letter box. Omg I cant believe it. So yep I got back my ic n 2 atm banks cards. So lucky yeaXDDD BUT what u actually received is a new wallet with all my lost items inside except my cool glow in night myuk wallet. Better than nothing right. So im really grateful to the Samaritan who I dunno. Maybe its my guardian angel yea? LOL yup so heres some pics!

Lost n FOUND!!!

A new wallet and my cards.. yeah=DDD

2007-06-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

WHAT A SWAY N FUN WEEK...

the sway things i dont wish to say la. if not it will make me even more sad (sader?!). lol. in short i lost my wallet n gc! hoping and praying hard i can find it soon lo. hais.. somemore these things happened during EXAMS WEEK. siannNN. ppl can show the teachers their ez-link cards but i can only show a police report paper. DARN.. then for gc right, lucky zhi jie that day no exam so he lent me to me. thank god if not maths i confirm die. lol. but hor maths hmm can pass i very happy alrdy. VECTORS 12m i dont een know how to start. can u imagine. zzZZZ.

Alright enough of the sway things la. tomorrow will be a better day. thats the favourite line i always remind myself. yep =D life has to continue. so i choose to live cheerfully! yeah=PP lols.

Alright after the thurs chem paper, kai kai, jwoo, dean, clement, jie and i went to watch transformer! ''Transformer in disguise'' wahahaXD i personally find the story plot abit lousy but the graphic i can give full stars. damn cool. hahax. Well that day also got some sway things happened. for example, clement tio bird shit. and subee jie nearly lost her hp. (issit i who pass the 'swayness' around?) LOLS!

Today which is SATURDAY is SENTOSA DAY. i met zhi jie at 8 early in the morning. but as usual hes always late. ahahx. so after our heavy breakfast we set off! Sentosa is really a place of paradise man. the scencery the sure magnificent! we took the new sentosa tram. n saw the area that going to be spore first casino soon! hahax. wow. then after that we walked n walkedn walked til we reached siloso beach. The weather is so perfect. actually we thought of renting kayaks but the price is errr.. ok its only for the rich. Then while we were wondering what to do, we spotted an unused volleyball placed beside a grp of ppl who are also playing. so we thought of since they got extra ball, we plucked out our courage n asked lor. SUCCESS! hahhx. after a fun time of volleyball. its swimming n sun tanning time!!! damn shiok la. lols.

yep a fun day will not consider fun unless there are PHOTOS! so ladies n gentlemen pls enjoy.. lol kidding=DDDDDDDDD

train card which costs $3.

me n zj on the tram

What a funny pic HAHAHA

Last pic of the day frens....bye~

2007-06-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

30 hours Famine Camp 2007! I’ve made it!

fun fuN fUN FUN!!! That’s the answer I would give if u ask me hows the camp. The camp which is two day one night was carried out in a way that all campers have to fast for 30 hrs with no FOOD. In addition the organizers had planned many vigorous activities to drain our energy out. Zzz so lemmi briefly share with u my experience!

Sat:
Early in the morning at abt 10.30 I met jwoo and subee at woodlands mrt. But ‘thxs’ to e late comer chua su bee, me n jwoo waited for her for like 20mins lor! Zzz then we went causeway mac to eat n saw clement, wanyi AND joyce, jocerlyn n their frens( ex bpghs classmates). Hahah. After that we head to e nearby cold storage to buy ‘achem’ (didn’t know that e camp is so strict that no food shall be consumed) siann.

Wats more sian is that when we( wanyi clement subee jwoo n me) rch replublic polyn went to collect our camp tees. The ppl dere said they only left with sizes XS and XL. Sibei sian so we got no choice but to choose XS.(except jwoo who chose XL). Lol. Then after e guest had his speech and started the big clock, we settle in our allocated country(group). And its like so coincidence that all 2506 aj campers except jwoo again got into the same country MYNAMAR! Den inside our country they further separate us into 4 grps. Den as usual e 2506 gang went into the same group. Haha. So fun during e ice breaking.

Next a quite lame game is played. b4 the game is played, each group(family) will need to elect a ‘father’ n ‘mother’ n some adults and children with disabilities n 2 healthy kids! And im one of the healthy ones. LOL. Then the game is played in a way that each person muz go find jobs to earn $$ n olso go for education. Food n water ad hospital to get treatment if u r down with diseases. Haha. Then there are olso stations where alternative jobs with high pay is offered to everybody! In other words those r illegal jobs such as organ dealers. Prostitution and drug dealers. Haha. They offered all high pay of up to 50 ice cream sticks. While if u do legal jobs( like ‘construction’, farming and fishing) the pay is like only 5 sticks. With desperation, I went to do prostitution n donate my kidney which allows me to get 40 sticks easily. However there is a chance to get different diseases such as HIV/AIDS, malaria, flu, fever, headache depending on the number a die u throw. Haha.

After this 3 hrs games, we got talks n workshops about poverty and HIV.(tts siann) next is lights out!

(my family taking pic with the big clock. the time should be 21.50.42 hahah)

Sun:
Early in the morning, a horn is blown at 6am signaling the wake up time. 7am we got a mass fitness exercise led by a female instructor from amore( fitness and boutique spa).

Next we got newspaper collection which would be carried out in Tampinese. The collection was pretty easy and quite relax as compared to other activities. Ahhah. With great teamwork, my family did our collection way b4 the stipulated time. So we guys did more ice breaking games while sharing our experience in different jcs. Tts fun and it kills time! Hahax.

Once we got back to republic poly we carried on our own games as we got 2 hrs of free n easy. HEhehhehh. Following which will be a song n dance concert put up by the poly ppl. Then we count down when the clock strikes 30.00.00 hrs! yeah! Tts olso signal the time when we can go to collect out BURGER KING BURGER to break fast! Woohoo!
(my family eating burger king! we've made it! yea!)

Didn’t realized that food can be so nice. I shall appreciate it more next time after understanding the problem of poverty. So lets us pray n do our best to make a difference in other people lives. Hope that the world would not suffer any poverty one day! Famine camp rocks!

2007-06-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

Yoooooozzz im back to update! Hais i’ve been slacking the past two days so nth interesting to update LOR=XX lols. Well today I had another fulfilling day.

Early in the moring at 9am (actual time should be 9.20 cuz someone is late HOR!), zj n I went to woodlands regional lib to revise work sia! So guai man! Lols. Sounds nth interesting right but at abt 1pm, our brother wei ge suddenly appear out of no where and came to join us! heheheheheh TO STUDY TGT OF COURSE. zzzzZZZZ

Not bad la cuz I can practice my suaning skills on him ma. Cool!!! So yup after that another brother foo ge (chorus) suddenly appear out of no where and went to join us. (actually is zj who asked Jason to come). Hahahahx. so yup as usual we were like chatting and lame-ing. [LuCkilY I finished revising my work or else I go call penguin(a librarian) and chase u all out then u no ar] lol kidding=XXX

Ya so while we are slacking! I started taking photos so that my blog looks more colourful. HAHAHA

(welcome to XXX! im justin and he is jiawei and we r ur emcees for tonight XXX

ITS SHOW TIMEZ!!!)

(tts zj S89XXXX dont see him smile so happily cuz he is actually...wahaha)

( evil!! omg!!! )

( BUT not to worry cuz here comes the hero FOO)

( the battle begins where zj strikes with his 1st move! )

( But with great reflexes and high agility, foo caught the blow and did a counter attack! and thxs to the hero the day is saved once again ) *applauses*

*random pic* juz that the bunch of bananas coincidently wore the same clothes today. aahahahah=PPP

~THE END~

2007-06-08T22:26:00.001+08:00

HOT PHOTOS ON THE WAY:

Missy Donut! Best in Jb and somesay Singapore man. tried it juz now! damn nice!

Let u take u look at these delicious and mouth watering donuts!

2007-06-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

Am I Fit for National Service?

Before I begin serving in the SAF, SAF needs to know how fit am I, both PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY!!!

So I was called up for a Pre-enlistment Medical Examination at the Medical Classification Centre (MCC), which is at Central Manpower Base (CMPB), Depot Road.

Today was my check up date as I have arranged. Tgt with zhi jie and pak tao we went for the checkup! It’s a 5 hrs long test know! Lucky got these two buddies accompany man or else u can imagine how siannnnn u will be alone.THXS guys=P Hahahxh(not laughing at u xh) LOL=DDDD.

There are a number of stations u need to report and check. For eg. Got Blood test, eye test, hearing test, chest X-ray test, dental, urine and strip tease tests man!!! ( to test u physically)

U thinks thats all? Then u r v v v wrong. Cuz there is still a last test which is VOCATIONAL TEST ( to test u mentally). Try seating in front of a lousy nooby computer for at least 2 long hrs and do some maths, phys,... etc tests. (QUITE DIFFICULT LEHZ) lols. Wahahah siann.

But the thing to be really happy is that I’ve been graded provisionally as PES A. tts simply cool man. Cuz its my first grade A this yr. hahahx not bad rite!

(so since justin = PES A is true for n=1 and n=k+1, the statment justin is FIT is proven! [shown]?! )

Somemore right, since I’ve got a SILVER award for my NAPFA test, I only needa go thru a 9-WEEK BMT. NO EXTRA MONTHS KNOW! Hahahx.

As for the rest of the day i've been slacking... hahahahhXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-06-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

THE ENLISTMENT ACT (CHAPTER 93)

NOTICE FOR PRE-ENLISTMENT MEDICAL SCREENING

its tmr lor! LOL go that for medical check up sia. going to test for everything. nurses or doctors there plz dont poke the syringe into my hands too many times yea! my veins v easy to find de. LOL. somemore tmr muz bring so much things there. zzz. DO NOT WEAR CONTACT LENSES! si bei sian. darn. long time didnt wear ler. muz go find my spec ler. gtg find now. where r u specs? dont play hide n seek ar. naughty thing! wahahahah. hehehehe.. ... ...

2007-06-06T21:12:00.001+08:00

Its 10.00 pm now. It’s a special time u know why? Because im reviving my blog once again. Wow noticed when is the last time i update rite. nong nong ago already. Wondering y i wna update suddenly rite? its bcuz of ... nvm. let u guys guess bah. LOL

ITS HOLIDAYS!!! WISH MY GUYS OUT THERE A V HAPPY HOLS!!!(Though it doesn’t seem to me to be a happy one)hahax. The official date for my first CT paper is 25/06. The date coincidentally matches with my class 2506! 2506 rocks my socks man! lol hope our class will emerge from the rest to be one of the top classes yea! All the best gd luck jiayou gambatte and KEEP FIGHTING=D

So far I think I had 'spent' my hols quite well la. Thxs to my brain which is equipped with great planning ability. Wahaha!!! But great power comes with great responsibility. I will rmb that uncle. Opps did I reveal my true identity?
-_____________-''' lame lei. Tsk tsk

Some highlights:

Well last last week on the 26th May I went for this NJC dance concert ‘ARISTAL’ with my usual bunch of bananas. If you were there, u will be impressed by the wonderful and excellent performance put up by different dance groups. Namely Chinese, Malay, Indian, Hip Hop, Modern and many more dances la! Above all the atmosphere there is fantastic. You can hear roars rahs wooooo woof chirp occasionally.(woof and chirp can be ignored.) haha. Personally I like the hip hop dance the most! Its so damn electrifying! All in all, great jobs to all the dances out there!

The above is only ONE out of the SEVENTEEN amazing performances at the event.
Simply amazing.

Hmm let me think.. yup 30th may is HCI campfire! Went to hci to see my fellow juniors scouts n gudies and my jiawei ge (my classmate fav guy) opps. Lol. Kexkex. Well the cf remind me of the time when im the spotlight of many campfires! Being an emcee for more than 10 times, I personally thinks that… lols psps I too bhb liao la. No la. A gd emcee comes with great working partners too. Thxs peggy, Samantha, jiawei, Jason foo and NOT FORGETTING NG JUNYUAN S89XXXXX (who always assault me with his painful poking skills which I always ended up lying on the ground!).

31th may is Vesak day which coincides with Suntec IT show! Went to sunstec in the afternoon with my bunch of bananas again. Not knowing that it’s the first day of the IT show. The Suntec convention hall is so packed la. Even if got molest olso dunno. LOL. Kexkex. Though its squeezy which no one likes, I like the ‘littering act’ there. ‘NO FINE FOR LITTERING’ wahahahahahaha=DDD oh ya I bought a blue tooth USB adaptor which I finally can transfer files frm my hp to my com. yes! Besides that at the second floor there is a 90% branded sale! So as usually we guys who likes to check things out went to see see. And I bought two pairs of red puma shorts (for swimming purposes). Haha=P

2nd june is family outing! my bros and i went with my parents to marina square shopping(that’s my idea). after which we went suntec branded sales! Where I bought a banana republic cardigan! The brand sounds funny but its branded know! Haha.

My da ge jason and i on the train

Me and my mum (look alike yea)

End of highlights~

The next few days are actually mugging days la. Went back aj for lessons and olso went lib with zhijie almost everyday to study. ‘Chiong study man’ (suren’s favourite quote) hahahx. BUT im not a mugger ok! Yup olso went swimming and did some physical exercise whenever im free! Yeah=XX healthy and fulfilling lifestyle!!! Hahax.

K that’s all folks~ work hard for the mid yr CT and not forgetting to have fun n enjoy urself during the hols yea=PP bye

2007-03-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! i'm here to blog again. Finally u got to see a new update right! lols. ok la actually i dont know who will take the time to read. So please leave some tags(not price tags or number tags please) after u visited k? thxs LOLS! hmm the past few wks i was busy with lotsa sch work and tests lor. sibei sianx. Somemore my cca is getting real busy now. We are rushing for deadlines and stuffs lo. I need to settle my cca online website and the year's print issue! And these are big projects a so called 'project manager' need to accomplish. Honestly thats nth to be proud of bcuz i have little interest in publication. damn sucky! zzzZ so sometimes i really think if i have join the wrong cca? haix nvm its only a few more mths before my retirement! wakaka=P ok enough of my grumbling liao. Just hoping that time flies fast so that i can step down. But not too fast (i hate A lvl). hahax. Anw today i went to crush pj for their campfire night! Their campfire is fun unlike my sch one(who just leave a pathetic small fire beside the road with several teachers standing ard it acting as bouncers). lols. Somemore pj ppl are v enthu n fun loving sia. They are hot! Again unlike my sch(where ppl read bks during campfire). okok one last comparison! pj night sky is nice lo. Look at the stars up there n listen to the wind! v relaxing one. UNLIKE my sch again. The sky is just black! kexkex=P hmm well then after that we went to cck cc mac to eat and talk lame jokes! u cant imagine the coldness out there sia! Jokes are like everywhere (especially the tampines one) and someone just cant stop laughing lo. Not all jokes are linked to tampines k. lols! dont xiang tai tuo dont think too much. wakaka. Overall its an enjoyable day for me la. Long time didnt laugh for 3-4 hrs liao! WAHAHAHA=0 okok the tiger time is 2.03am now. lols so ya gtg to slp alrdy! *yawns* ... ... ... zzz zzZ zZZ ZZZ ZZZZ ZZZZZ

2007-02-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

Haha yea finally i got time to update blog again. lols=P hmm for the past two weeks i was either busy with school work or perhaps too lazy to blog. wakaka! Oh ya i just had my econ common test(first time really study for econ test lehz), maths common test(I passed lorz =.=) and my A lvl chem and phy SPA. See i got so much things to study and above all still got lotsa tutorials to be done!!! zzZZ.. Anw tmr is consider a slacking day la cuz i will be having only 1 n 1/2 hr tutorial. Because college got NY celebration! lols. Actually i'm looking forward to the 'long holiday' instead of going school. School simply SUCKS! lols. oh ya gas what? hydrogen gas? NOPE! -______- '''''' i have started training religiously everyday to become fit and score well for the stupid NAFA!! hahahx. Building strong n firm muscles now.... ... ... *work in progress please do not disturb* LOLS. kays tats all lame folkes! signing off...

UPDATE

2007-02-03T11:22:00.000+08:00

hi guys=P haha i cant just let my blog to continue rotting. yup so decided to have a quick update bah. hmm jc2 life is just so hectic. Besides study its still study. How i wish i can do something that i like man. For example go catch a movie, shopping or go kbox to sing til my heart out sia. wakaka=D haix sob sob.. Somemore last month my com dunno what happen broke down lorz.. sibei sianx man..so tat explains y u guys didnt see online on msn.. or u guys didnt even notice.. kexkex. well ytd was my college annual cross country lorz(someone didnt come to support me lor!!). tsktsk kiddin la=P Anw its a damn HOT day. Though i didnt win anything but my class got 2 big winners seh!!! power man and woman too la. The first one is that china boy zheng zhi bin. He won a gold medal and a gold trophy lor. sibei shiok sia! Then hor he said he rather get those lucky draw prizes than these useless medal n trophy. zzZZZ hahahx funny lei he. hmm next winner is a gal lei. Can u guys believe it? its none other than ms Singapore idol wanyi seh. idol rocks!!! yup just wna congratulate them. Good job! loLs.. hmm some of my upcoming events will be my two science practical exams,many subjs tests and alot of cca stuffs to settle lor. Quite busy right? sigh how i wish i can take a break and have a kitkat -_-''' but i prefer smarties cuz i smart.. err okok i think its going to snow if i continue. hahaxz. Yup think thats all for my update. Dunno when will be the next update right? hahahx i promise i will update if i had the time k? loLs dunno whether who will visit my blog lor. so guys plz leave a tag when you shui shui came across my blog k.. really appreciate it. THANKS=P ok so good bye -.- !!!

2007-01-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

REVIVING MY BLOG

hi guys! It's has been almost a mth since i last update! OMG! i cant believe it too! loLs-_-il Alright so i shall write a very long and perhaps luo suo(long n winding) 'essay'. loLs=) haha. Hmm but b4 that, ishall wish you guys out therea very BIG MERRY XMAS N A HAPPY NEW YEAR! oink oink piggyS (it's the year of the pig anw) wakaka-_-il

Hmm so some of you might be wondering why didnt i update my blog for sooooo long right? ppl: YES TELL ME WHY. okok since you guys are so eager to know, let me open my heart and share with ya my feelings. Yeah! zzzZZ ( zi high )

Actually there are quite a no. of reasons that hinder me frm updating
1) Time is spent on playing DOTA
2) Time is spent on watching TV and movies and olso shopping
3) Time is spent on doing homework (opps i lied! sry!)
4) I was thinking that no one will read my blog, so why should i blog. u get what i mean?
5) I was also too busy sorting out my feelings ( for XXX )

So what makes me start to blog now despite of so many reasons?
The reason is because i began to be more mature and realise alot of things. Nobody can change the past but the future is in our hands! so i realise that that i should look at he bright side of life look forward and strive on. There are too many things in our life that made us regret or remorse. So why should i get upset by these 'things' and ignore the ppl that really care for me? hahax sounds mature right? haha its a new year, hence i believe it also signifies a brand new beginning. Therefore this also mean that i should 'grow up'. *dont laugh HOR* i'm tall ok ( its just that ppl around me are taller ONLY ma) zzzZZ -_____-'''

okok i think i had enough crapping. Let me start blogging seriously! haha.
I shall list down all the happening events i had during the hols:

1) Can you believe that i actually watch more than 11 movies during the hols! oh god! lols. My poor money. Awww *sob sob*. kexkex. But the fun that i had with my usual bunch of bananas is smth that $$ cnt buy. yeah=) (There are some things money cant buy, but for everything else there's mastercard) zzzZZZ

2) Of course shopping and eating spree too! i guessed i can confidently said that i had shop almost every corner of Singapore esp vivo, orchard ... Haha i went vivo n orhcard formore than 10 times alrdy!

3) Homework!!! HW is under this cateria becuz i didnt really touch them! so happening right? okok i know i make no sense now. i'm tired. HECK la.. so sianx!!!

4) Went to orchard during the two festive days (xmas eve and new year eve). At xmas eve, i experienced the feeling of getting touched by strangers! It was soooooooo crowded that a trip may cause death! serious cuz some ppl will elbow their way through forcefully! Well glad that i'm still ALLright. LOLS tsktsk.. Then at new year eve, its not so crowded but guess wat! I bought a new bag and a slim new phone!!! heavenly great man.. woohoo=PPPP

YEAH! i think thats all i wna say. Whoa feel so good now. And for those who dont mind me crapping til now, I WNA SAY I LOVE U THANK YOU!!!! eeeeekkkkk abit mushy. okok pls forgive me. i'm dead beat! But i will rmb to save my 'last breathe' to wish u guys again a very enjoyable xmas n a happy new year!!! yeah finally bedtime! nights=)
* shall post some photos next time *

2006-12-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

whoa i'm sure i'm a movie lover.. cuz within 1 n 1/2 mths i watched up to 8 movies where the battle of wits is the best of all man.. hahahx.. n olso there goes my $$.. kexkex but i'm happy to go out n really play man.. woohoo thanks my bunch of bananas!!! loLs=P

2006-11-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1rVjM2MCD0

tats my feelings... .... ...

2006-11-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

There are always somethings in our life that we work really hard for but in the end, we didnt get the expected result. Thats life i think. I will not blame or curse anyone for this.. haix though i may be feeling a little down today. BUT i will get up from failure quickly and continue to move on. There are always somethings that are more important to think of.. hahax yup think tats all i wna say.. Hope that we r still friends k? Tomorrow will definitely be a better day.. I will concentrate on my studies now! Love is hard to find.. ... ...=)

2006-11-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahahx i gna update my blog or else it will rot to death(fresh meat) -_-''' hahax lately i was busy 'dotaing' til quite sianx alrdy.. hmm haix tons of hw is like in front of me but i dont really feel like starting to do lo.. sigh=( actually i quite envy those who are taking A n O lvls now.. cuz most of them had finished their papers.. hmm they all must be damn relax n slack lo.. hahahx=) hahah lately i also went to many places to rock man.. hmm i have been to vivocity, orchard, bugis like several times lo.. hahahx its like everyday also went out.. so fun right=) but the thing is that i m still feeling lonely inside. haha yep tats all i wna say.. bb -______-''''

2006-11-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Pw:
Today is the my exam.. hmm everything ended so fast in the given 30mins of presentation. sad or happy? err i guess that for the presentation part, i quite happy that its finally over. But the sad thing is that i will definitely miss project work.. anyway our pw group is the best!!!! hahax over is over so there is no point thinking about it again right. Good luck guys and hope that next year we all can get As(EE).. woohoo!!! loLs

Other stuffs:
Haix.. i guess that nothing can be done to hold the rope tgt again. sigh i didnt really ask her what happen. but the thing is that over these few weeks, my feelings and instincts tell me that our friendship is broken.. why? can somebody give me the answer? yA though i didnt use mar mar advice to ask her the 'impt qn', i glad that at least i know i'm not suffering alone.. hahax
ths mar.. zzz.. hmm thinking of the past and the happy memories we had, and looking at the current things that are happening now.. i may one day break down..

Things to bring out the fun jaylo:
Go orchard, vivocity, plaza singapura, sentosa... ... and all the fun activities u all may think of! hahax.. so if u guys wna have some fun.. err can always ask me in.. thxs=)

2006-11-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Somebody says that friendship is like a line that runs
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---------------forever----------------
I got a line that seems to run 'forever' but i can feel that this line is going to break soon..
Am i not strong enough to hold this bond?
Am i not skillful enough to tie knots?
Or perhaps am i not nice enough to people?
I'm confused .. Hopes are dashed one after another and i cant take it anymore.. What do you want to do? I alrdy said sry. Haix i really need an answer and hope that you will give me=(

2006-11-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thingAnd your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind(You've been known to still have connections with exes)But sometimes your love is not the most passionateLeap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

What's" Your Love Style?

2006-11-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

My talent is to bring disparate groups together? Perhaps last time i agree with this power. But now i dont. Now i was even afraid to face my problems.. Maybe i dont have the confidence in me anymore.. haix sry.. I didnt want this to happen=(

2006-11-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

2006-11-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

yooOz.. what a long time since my last posting. loLs=P i decided to write smth cuz idol(ai de) asked me to update my blog. hahax=D sigh.. days after my promotional exams should be fun and relaxing but what i expected didnt turn out. Alot of strange things happened after my promos. And i really cant take this things that happened to me suddenly. So guys if you see me having mood swings almost everyday, please forgive me. haix.. Actually i really got nothing much to say. you all can try listening to this 'old' song and see whether you know my feelings.. hahax=(

2006-10-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

Life is like a form of gambling. Sometimes you will keep winning while sometimes you will keep losing. There are also times when you win and lose at the same time. In this case we will have to weigh the extent of gain or lost. To me, at this point of life, i lost some things more than the things that i gained. 'Friends forever'.. i thought this quote is true in reality. But i'm just too native. Friends last only at the happy moments. And then they will leave you and put you aside eventually. And of course those promises are also failed to achieve. I dunno what happened or maybe i knew. Somethings i have been lying since you all know me. But if u guys think that if you don't know these lies, will the situation turns out to be like this? Somethings its just difficult to say. I know that i shouldnt lie but there are things that are not within my control. Forgive me please. sorry. Just like a coin which has two faces. whenever one tosses the coin the chance of getting a head or a tail will be the same. But there is always a small possibility of getting a balanced coin. To me again, i just wna strike this balance. But it seems to be impossible. I have been trying my utmost best to help others if you all knew that, but when i'm in need for help, there is no one by my side not even a single soul. I'm helpless. so helpless. I dont know what should i do or which direction should i go. Worst of all, i dont even know is there anything meaningful for me to live on.. perhaps my life is faithed to be like this. just faithed.. .. .. i wish i can have a really long sleep and never wake up because i'm tired. Tired to help people who turns out to be like this. I fullfiled all the Scouts law but i failed to keep the 3rd law. Please save me or else i may run out of breath.

2006-10-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

what a mixed feelings i got today. In sch i'm feeling damn bored bcuz of project work. So guys if u see that i'm abit strange, plz dont blame me cuz i have a bad mood. My predictions are right. Happy moments are just short term. Over will be over. I'm sad to allow this to happen again. Sry i just cant control my feelings. I really feel like dying. so stressed up man. damn! Friends are hard to get so guys i advise you all to treasure them. sigh i gna to break down. But luckily in the afternoon piggy agreed to go study with me and we laughed while telling jokes. hahah thxs dude. its quite fun though its tiring. tsktsk.. hmm tmr is chemistry school based practical man. Hope that i will do well.

2006-10-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

see my new contacts!! so damn cool man=P loLs hahax.. anyway the haze is gone finally! today i went to watch you, me and dupree NC16 with zhijie.. hahax its a funny plus abit touching show.. Not bad actually. Then i was about to go teach somebody(piggy) maths but she wna go home zzz.. haix loLs nvm.. then i went zhijie hse for a game of DOTA!!! very funny because zj got too many $$ but dont know what to buy!!! rofl wakaka=P hmm ya tmr is schooling time!!! SIANX.. i wna pon but since i alrdy rest for 4 long days, i decided to be guai and go. haha hmm then for those who are preparing for As and Os levels, muz jiayou k.. Dont give urself too much stressed. study smart and DONT GIVE UP! If u guys need any help, i'm always here man.. aww so nice right? ok yup gtg watch tv bye=)

2006-10-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'm happy again!!! woohoo=P

2006-10-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

Oh ya i forgot to add on to my previous post that i will not be 100% happy without u being by my side! hahah=)

2006-10-07T13:12:00.000+08:00

Yea i bought two new specs and tried wearing contacts lens! cool right! but in exchange for that. My money flew away.. Aww sad but i think its worth while. hmm after making eyewears, i shall but new clothes new beach shorts plus new shoes.. then can chiong sentosa pasir ris east coast park west coast park orchard road heeren takachimaya .. .. .. .. play shop eat sleep.. yea man! but of course i also need to spend time train myself to be fit.. so guys if u wna go swimming play badminton roller blade ice skate jogging running marathon cycling or even sun tanning etc contact me! i'm always enthu( on not off). hahah -_-''' let the other me come out bah!!! I need to relax a bit after promos.. LOLS=P

2006-10-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

Something is not right... what happen to you? Sigh sad sad sad..

2006-10-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

two more papers to go!!! jiayou=P

2006-09-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! 1++ days to promos.. hang in there my friends=P

2006-09-29T01:42:00.000+08:00

Mugging is so boring especially when i'm studying alone.. I'm the only one awake at home. So quiet. so lonely. so blah blah.. haix sianx boring sigh sad ar.. I cant sleep after drinking 2 big packets of white coffee. arhh.. hmm i better go continue my revision. Persevere!!!

2006-09-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

3++ days to promos!!! omg thats really fast. Hold on guys, we must persevere and endure.

Quote of the day: You will never know how far you can fly unless you spread your wings.

Guys we must release the energy, unleash our full potentials and do our best for promos. Success lies in our hands=P

2006-09-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

lalalala lols.. i'm feeling so bored studying so decided to blog something. erm.. what should i start with? ok i'm starting my exams in 5++ days. Some of my friends say thats good. Because i will have so many days to mug! But mugging a whole year of stuffs in 5 days seems to be very short(not like me) -____-''' lols... Whenever i thought of the days left before promo, it really scares me lo. sianx... btw nj, hcjc, and pj have started their exams le! so to all those who are preparing for the final battle, all the best=)

2006-09-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

The Last Lap

I seriously pushing myself to pia le. With the fear of retaining, I will work doubly hard to promote. I promise! As for the things that are stressing me, i will overcome all of them with a smile. Because i know after promo, i can have lotsa fun. So ya muz MUG now!!! To all jc1s: KEEP FIGHTING AND JIA YOU!! BLAST UR ENGINES!!!! hahahh=P

2006-09-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

Stressed!

At this point of time, should i countdown the days i left before promo or should i countdown the days when the promo is over? Thats are two different views people may have. For me, i'm counting the days i left before sitting for the exams. I realised that i have been slacking this year.And i really regret wasting my time. sad sad sad.. .. .. nothing else to say but to keep sighing! Hope that i can braved through all the stress and difficulties i facing now. I dont wanna retain!

2006-09-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

My head is spinning

You all must be guessing why am i not asleep at this time right? sigh even me myself don't know why! i was turning to and fro on my bed since 11.30. Omg! For 2.5 hrs, i can't put myself into a slumber. So i decided to give up and write something here. This is the first time i'm feeling so vexed. I'm tired, but can't sleep! Idiot la. Perhaps i may be under serious stress now as the promos are round the corner. Tests, exams, tutorials, lectures.. .. What a boring life i have right. And now my mum is scolding me why i'm using the com and not asleep. Wth la. So i gtg now. Plz god put me to sleep.. forever to sleep..

2006-09-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ready for the battle!

This 'holiday week' seems to fly like the bird in the sky. -_-''' I mean time really flies fast! I felt that i'm quite slack. Sometimes i woke up very late and only got started with my work at about 2pm after lunch! Sometimes i even took a nap in the afternoon! I hated myself for wasting so much time! My initial plan to start revision during the hols didnt turn out well. All because i got tons of homework to do and pw to rush. However guess what.. I managed to do most of my homework(Almost all)! hahah. Besides that, i cleared my mind and decided to focus on my studies first (leaving the other things aside) ! Promo is important! I cannot retain! Tomorrow will be a great start for me! My mugging engines are ready to switch to blasting mode! Full power man!!! Opps i think i'm getting over-reacted. LOLS! okie i got to go to pack my bag now. Bye bye=P

ATTENTION: ALL J 1s MUST JIAYOU FOR PROMOS!!!

2006-09-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

Quick Update
Sigh. . This week should be a holiday but i doesnt seem to be for a jc(ajc) student like me. LOLS. This week is a busy week for me to TRY to catch up on some revision. Or should i say this whole month is a critcal month for me to really mug hard. Last time in bp i dont have so much stress. It is when i'm in jc then i felt the extreme stress. Stress from relationships, friends and studies are making me feel like dying. sianx=( This is not the life i want! I may be looking cheerful outside all the time, but i'm actually depressed inside. Being lame is my way to forget all my troubles. So please dont blame me if i'm too cold sometimes. I may be good listener to ppl's problems and give advices. However i cant even solve mine. Perhaps i should share my problems. But i have no time! Sry to those who want to listen! hahah=) I just want to concentrate on my studies first. All my troubles i decide to put aside just hoping it will not affect me. Yups that all i want to say. Persevere and keep fighting=D 1 more month only! We have to endure! jia you=D

2006-08-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

A Careless Day
Haix.. I did not do well in today's math test. Why i'm i making such stupid mistakes at this point of time? Promos are around the corner! sigh=( However i wont give up! i will keep on working hard to do well in the next test which i think its the promos. Hope that all my efforts wil pay off=)Yup that all for today. hahahx.. For those who pass by and read my blog, wish ur all the best for promos! Best of luck man=D

2006-08-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

I Won't Give Up
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Feng ting le ta you chui
Han gan liao que you shi le hao ji hui
Wo kan jian ni yan zhong de lei
Bu gai rang ni pei zhao wo shou zui
Kan ni yao zhao tou shuo bu hou hui
Yao wo fang xin yong gan wang qian fei
I WONT GIVE UP
TAKE MY HAND
Yin wei you ni de ai dang wo de xin nian
Meng zai yuan
Ye Yao Zhui
Bu guan qian fang an cang zhao duo shao wei xian
Yi ding shi lan tian

Wo pin le ming qu zhui
Zhe yi lu shang you tai duo shi yu fei
Cuo huo dui
Wo you neng wen shei
Zhi qiu zi ji wen xin hou wu kui
Dian dian zhuang zhuang ye xu hen lang fei
Duo shao ci wo xiao zhong dai zhao lei
I WONT GIVE UP
TAKE MY HAND
Yin wei you ni de ai dang wo de xin nian
Meng zai yuan
Ye yao zhui
Bu guan qian fang an cang zhao duo shao wei xian
Yi ding shi lan tian

Zai meng li mian
Wo kan bu jian
Ni de lei
Xin yao sui
Er di yao mie
Bu hui bian

I WONT GIVE UP
TAKE MY HAND
(confused)

2006-08-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

You scored as Mathematics. You should be a Math major! Like Pythagoras, you are analytical, rational, and when are always ready to tackle the problem head-on!

Mathematics

83%

Chemistry

67%

Philosophy

67%

Engineering

67%

Art

58%

Theater

58%

Sociology

50%

Biology

50%

Psychology

50%

Anthropology

50%

Dance

42%

Journalism

42%

Linguistics

42%

English

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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2006-08-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

I'M BACK! WELCOME THE CHEERFUL JAYLO=P
Today i'm feeling much better. Thank you friends for your concerns. I appreciated them. I will not feel sad anymore because who knows that you will laugh at a corner if you know i'm hurt. Lalala.. I'm back to my myself again.. gna LAME -_-'''.. So guys please be prepared to be frozen by my chain frost*Rahhs*. Anyway i'm beginning to regain my math power. I mean i will put in my very best in fighting MATHS. wakaka=D Stop freezing me gal.. u have been rather cold! We are not in the COLD WAR!!! I need warmth=) haha.. yup tats all i wna say today.. lame-jaylo signing off... ... ... ... ... ... .. ... .. ... ... .. ... ... .. ... ..

2006-08-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

PERHAPS I'M TOO SENSITIVE I DUNNO
My horoscope nature is kind and generous. It says that some friends are taking advantage of you because you may be too kind or generous to them. And i think its quite true. Trust is the most fundamental thing for a good friendship to be established. But i dont feel that sense of trust in some people. Today is like the same bad day as before. I thinking of running til i die. However, i will always stay cheerful because i have bp friends! They are the real friends=D

2006-08-16T22:33:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER SIDE OF ME

A qn that i would like to have an answer is ''Y my life is so screwed up? I dont understand?'' JC life is so stressful that i cant take it.

Firstly, my school work performance is getting frm bad to worst. I didnt expect the subjs to be so difficult, esp chem and econs. For maths, i have nothing to say but disappointed. I let ang and myself now. I failed my mid yr maths. To ang: i regretted quitting ur tuition. Only you can help me now!

Secondly, i feel that i cannot fit into the culture of AJ. Perhaps its because of the students and the teachers there. I missed bpghs, esp some friends(zj, foo, jw, wh and gp). I'm glad to have such friends.Thxs=D Do ur know why they are such good buddies? The answer is simple. Its because they always spare a thought for me, care about my feelings, cheer me up when i'm low, etc. However in JC, its a sad case. Some of my friends really pissed me off. And i dislike them. I'm sry to say this. Ask ur a few qns. Do u like if somebody calls u an idiot, a fool, no brain, useless, go and die. I dont mind if they call me this jokingly. But i can feel that they really mean it. My hearts and feelings are hurt. Do ur know? I treated them gd, but these are the results. Someone please tell me what can i do? To AJ friends: Did i ever pick and say on ur weakness, did i ever scold ur before, did i ever put an angry face in front of ur? I dont understand. My sec school friends are the best because they will look at my strengths rather than to despise my weakness.

Lastly, I dont like the teaching style in AJ. But i think its a minor problem because i'm starting to adapt to it.

2006-08-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

Chen Yi-Deng Dai

Love this song very very much!!! Its my story!!! :D Chen Yi - Deng Dai
I will be waiting for u=D

Wo shou hou zai ni jia de men wai

Zheng ge wan shang dou bu li kai

Hui xiang ni kao zai wo de xiong huai

Wo yao jiang gan jue liu xia every night

Zou zai chao nao yong ji de ren hai

Wo xiang yao hao hao gan jue ni de cun zai

Wang zhe yao yuan hui se de xin hai

Yi ge ren gu du de fa dai

Wo yi ran hai zai deng dai

Deng dai ni hui ming bai

Yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai

Feng zai chui, rang ta cha qu wo lian shang de lei

Bu yao yi wei wo zhen de wu suo wei

Wo yi ran hai zai deng dai

Deng dai ni hui ming bai

Yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai

Bu pa lei, zhi yao wo de shen bian you ni pei

Qing ni xiang xin wo shi zhen de bu hou hui

Repeat All

Repeat Chorus

Qing ni xiang xin wo shi zhen de bu hou hui

2006-08-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

STORY TELLING TIME BY LAME-JAYLO
I missed the last fireworks on Saturday night! Why? Tell me why! To those who are eager to know what exactly happen? Let me tell u guys. But please count down with me AGAIN! 10 9 8 7 6 5..0 so lame!!! This story begins last friday...
We had our SYNAPSE meeting on friday at4 as usual. But this meeting really sucks!The j1s are supposed to have a farewell party(tea session) and dinner with the j2s. We have planned it last week. But lots of expected things appeared. Firstly, the p n vp informed me at 3.30 that the tea break is canceled! Then they also said they will be late for meeting and asked me to go collect room key frm XX. I was so shocked of the sudden change of plan. I went to find the teacher but my attempt failed. Then i decided to call him at 4.15. idiot la! I got a scolding frm him because we didnt keep him inform abt our plans. I know its our fault but i really hate his AQness. yucks! He is damn AQ and naggi lo. Okay lets dont talk abt XX. After that, the p n siewhoon sent apologies to the j2s and invite them for a dinner. Then something happened. The j2s agreed on the dinner but not all the j1s! The situation is really complicated! So in the end only 4j1s wearing sch u (Hui qi, siew hoon, sidney, and i) went.
We met the j2s at marina mrt and went to eat seafood buffet. XX also joined us. Eeek haha. Anyway, the food there is damn nice la! esp the living jumpin prawn! I love killing the prawns! woohoo! err i'm i a sadist? heheh=) After the dinner, we(4j1s) went to watch fireworks while the rest(AQ n j2s) went home to MUG i tink. LOLS. The fireworks is so wonderful that i would like the time to freeze! hahah. Times flies like the bird in the sky -_-il After the firework dies, we took a 30mins long walk out of the place because the bustops are packed with ppl! Finally we made our way out with exhaustion. lols. And we slept in the train all the way home.
Saturday morning, siew hoon msg the 3j1s(including me) whether we would like to go watch fireworks again. I agreed without hesitation knowing that it will be the last fireworks night. However my sense(not spider sense) told me that the meeting will be canceled eventually. So i decided to have plan B! I asked all mohawkers(AB campers) whether they would wna watch fireworks with me. BUT ONLY TWO GALS AGREED! The rest are like not interested/not free/etc.(spoilt sport) Sigh.. So the meeting was cancelled. Anyway thanks to KF n MAR for their enthusiasm. Luv u gals yea. In the end i had to spend my day at home! I missed the last fireworks night....
-THE END-

2006-08-13T23:29:00.001+08:00

A BORING SUNDAY NIGHT
Halow guys. I bored so i decided to write smth down in my blog. This weekend seemed to be piled with lotsa hw for me. However i seemed to be quite slack in my studies. I dont really know why. Today i'm suppose to do econs essays and my cca stuff. But in the end i only managed to do 3/4 of econs work. I left my cca thingie behind. Sigh.. I'm so inefficient isnt it? Tomorrow will be a busy day for me! Got gp, maths, pw and some boring cca stuffs. But i'm looking forward to MATHS! Maybe is because i love MATHS! I remember my tutor ang said these few words to me. 'you're an A student. Dont fail urself' Ya i think that really motivates me once again to strive hard and do well in my studies. Yea i got some energy now!
-________________-il Going to MUG finish my econs! yea man.. so tats all i want to say. Thanks for coming to my blog=D

2006-08-13T17:00:00.001+08:00

SONG(NOT SOUP) OF THE DAY
yeah woohoo=) My blog got music! I think i own a big thank you foo(not fool). lols. I really had fun selecting songs with you. So cool man. Well thats all about today. I going to play badminton and run 5km ntoday! So hope that u guys will like my blog song! =D

2006-08-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

THE CREATION Yoz guys=) Do ur know why i create a blog out of no where? hmm.. Let me reveal the secret in 10 9 8 7 6 5.. (plz count)! ok thats lame-_-il. Its because of u guys-my friends. yea! Aww sounds so nice right? I have been looking at my friends' blogs these few mths and i felt that they are 'power'. I mean they can create such enjoyable blogs(some with music). As i read thru their posts and comments, i will roughly know how are they doing, what are they thinking, etc. It makes me feel great as it allows me to know a person better or even bring him or her close to my life. wonderful isnt it? haha. Thats what i feel. Honestly i'm still consider a noob blogger! And i admit it. Sometimes i'm lost in my way. But dont forget i have good buddies(must be IT experts) around to lend me their helping hands! hahah. Thank you gp n foo! luv u guys man! u guys rocks=D (Also i would like to thank my p and vp, teachers, parents, brothers, sisters etc.) The words in brackets are just crap. I dont know why my fingers type them! LOLS. And for those who know me, please help me if i need help. u can send msgs to 71888 or call my hotline at 123456789(CRAP!) haha stupid fingers again. But seriously i need more helping hands(not legs). ROFL!!!